its all your fault you mda guys. here i am a nitro junkie that has been clean for a few years. the helmet was safely put away. i thought i was cured. after attending the meltdown friday the conversation on the way home was all about bringing the 65 blown nitro awb car back out. the nitro thing has always been a slippery slope for me. the melt down just gave me a shove. thanks guys. so much for rehab. if you see me in a gutter somewhere strung out on nitro fumes begging for a few bucks to go race you know the story. its a addiction like no other.