My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. This is tough for me to write but I lost my wife of 33 years, three years ago this past December 5th, no one can imagine the pain and what it is like. I also will remember the scream forever from my son and daughter when I had to tell them. Think only good thoughts of him, he is in a much better place, while you will always think of him, it will get easier. When I think of my wife now I smile knowing she is looking out for me down here and although I miss her so much , I somehow know she is doing well and is very happy in a much better place. The pain will subside in time, be positive, Cody is doing O.K.