I actually read this thread yesterday, but didnt say anything. I was kind of at a loss for words. I was off work with the flu, and I had just put my 3 yr old daughter to bed for a nap, gave her a hug and a cuddle, and a kiss on the forehead. Once she went to sleep, I logged on and opened this thread. I still really dont know what to say. Anything I can think of sounds trite. For me, I hug and cuddle my daughter every chance I get, and I tell her how much I love her several times a day. At my age, I wont be having anymore kids, so she is it. I have never known real joy until I had a child. My thoughts are with you, I hope you can find some comfort.