<-- i am leaving , due to personal reasons.... i really must

[RocketDaemon]

i wont post here for a long time,
i need to take care of my life better,
my fiance just broke up with me, the woman i loved more then i could ever love myself,
currently im very unstable and a total wreck if i dont do something i will fall apart. heck i dont even know if i am capable of being at work the rest of this week,

i just have to get away from sitting at the computer at home doing nothing, i need to sell most of my cars and
focus on 2 of my cars, the rest is nothing to me
when im at the garage all the other cars and all the parts are just in the way, heck i dont need 2 kaisers, i dont need 2 studebakers, i dont need 3 model a's, i need no more then 2 fun cars, and love in my life..
i will only keep my chopped kaiser and my model a 1930 pickup i posted pics a while back on, the one with the ugly body, will "steal" my dads chopped 1930 coupe body and put on the chassis (u know 100hp flathead,15" solids, 4" dropped ibeam,etc and all...)

havent posted here so much latly, i have had the time of my life with the past months passed by so havent been sitting infront of the computer, if i keep sitting at home surfing all alone i will never get out of my situation, i need to be with friends who care and in the garage working on my cars, the only good thing that hopefully will come out is that i can get more done on my cars, but still love is so much more important in life...

anyhow the hamb has been an big inspiration for me with alot of good help and tips, hope i have been to help to atleast someone with my ideas and what ever knowledge i have and had tried to share.
i dont think i even will lurk here for a long time

if atleast not for myself i have a daughter with an other ex to keep on living for

long gone
love
daemon

iam still around on my email if anyone want to reach me for what ever reason daemon@<remove-this>camsnappers.com

[metalshapes]

I'm sorry to hear that Psycho.

[prime mover]

go straighten things out, we'll be here when you get back.
I too feel I'm stretched a little thin.

[yorgatron]

remember,it's just a hobby.get your head straight,clean the shop,focus on what you need from life,and we'll talk when you get back.Go Rocketeers! http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif

[Jkustom]

Hey listen man, I was there In the EXACT position you are, the 'ol lady leaving will really take the wind out of yer sails... took me months to level out... get yourself around good friends, cuz they wont ever go away, and put your love into one of those hotrods for now. I might be dead right now if it wasnt for my friends and my buick... Keep your head up motherfucker. -J.

[Skate Fink]

Good man! Take care of business. Wishing you and your daughter the best of everything!

[Mai Ki-Ki]

all the best man.

MAIKI
http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/frown.gif

[Sailor]

Damn, thats sad to hear, Deamon. Dont stay alone grumbling over it, Im pretty sure thats no good. Do like allready said here, be with good friends, do something you like and get it out of your system.
Hope everything works out for the best for you.

[Fraz]

Daemon, I hope that things straighten out for you soon. Seriously. Us KF guys gotta stick together ya know.... http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif

Take care, man. Check in from time to time, OK?

~Will Turner
aka
Fraz

[RPW]

Check your e-mail...

/Per

[flatordead]

Take it with good old Hank Williams "...straight is the gate and narrow the way...." Good Luck and come back soon.

[choprods]

get it together Damon- get laid -have a life and in your retirement come by here once in a while-!we likes ya........ http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif

[Norrland]

I know the feeling Daemon!!

Hope you will pull your self together after this!! The world is some times a shity place but its our shity place so lets make the best of it?? and some day you will laugh at this!! most importent is to have something to do and not just sit in one place doing nothing and just feel sorry for yourself.
Life goes on but a little slower and sader for a while.

keep the head up high and you will go true this thing and go on with your life and cars

Ha d Gott Hasse i Deefrosters

[plmczy]

Deamon, Hey man keep your chin up. Keep your daughter by you at all times and the blues will disappear faster than ever. Do what you have to but come back to all your friends here. later plmczy

[rodnkustom]

Good luck man, we'll miss your posts dude, if you decide to get rid of those McCulloch's, let me know OK?

Good luck though!! Just stay strong, you'll get through it.
-peter

[55olds88]

Sorry to see you going, but time spent with friends and hard at work in the garage are good medicine for these things.....you will be surprised how much you can achieve in the garage when its keeping your mind off other things.

[Joe Riot]

Hey Daemon, I haven't been on here much lately and when I did check today I saw your post. Hey bro, I'm sure everything will work out fine. You are a nice guy and nice things eventually happen to guys like you. Right when I met you in Stockholm it was nothing but warmth friendship. Stay in touch!

[PEDDRO]

Good luck man. Been there (still going thru it) this year. Do what ya gotta do. Stick with friends. Have some fun. Sell some stuff, if it's buggin' ya. Just stay alive. You WILL get thru it. There WILL be better days.

Remember: Although your problems seem HUGE, there's always someone worse off than you.

Take care.

[**DONOTDELETE**]

Been there too. I thought it was all over. The woman I had always dreamed of was gone. I never knew what I did. I could hardly function. Then I met my wife one day in San Diego. She told me she was assembling a stroker smallblock chevy the next day and invited me over. My dream girl does'nt hold a thing to what my love turned out to be. I've been satisfied since then and hope the same will happen for you. STAY UP BROTHER

[RocketDaemon]

thanx everyone for the support sure helps that some had gave me a little thought..

sad thing is i havent done anything wrong i never neglected her for anything else, (and i gave her all the space she
wanted aswell), not to brag but comparing to other girlfriends i have had if i was going to get a grade for how much i tried to make this the best couldnt be less then A+
man i did everything someone ever could wish for
can't think i did to much either

its not about me at all its all about some stuff she feels she has to think about,

i have a close girl friend i have talked alot to sure have helped, but even when i thought i was pretty ok just thinking of this all makes me all messed up again, only thing at this momen i wish for is that she comes back cant give up the hope until the real ending, even though everything is extremly dark right now everything is not totally lost, eventhough i never doubted it being in a situation like this sure reminds me how much she means to me, if everything goes away for ever im sure i could meet someone else, i like to think myself as a pretty decent guy, sure almost freak looking due to all those tattoos, but heck i know how to treat a girl right and take care of my cars and daughter atleast... but at this moment just thinking about dating someone else isnt even possible at this moment there can be no one else then her.. i mean you got to stick with love and dont give up hope, even if it is real hard sometimes, she was going to think things over and talk things over with me again later on but well hope is not lost
but expectations are sadly low..

sad thing about my mcculloch supercharger setup for olds 303-324 was somehow "lost" from the guy i sent them to ship here and well they just never arrived in any container to sweden how wierd!!!!,


love daemon

[Psychobilly Boi]

Hey mate,

i dont even know if you will get to read this but here it goes:

ive just had my family fall apart also..the girlfriend is leaving with her little boy (not by my blood, but i loved him as my own regardless). its important to realise that its their choice...i know how hard that is...ive spent the day at work blubbering like a girl hoping that when i get back home, magically everything will be ok.

but at the end of the day, you cant change thier mind. you can only learn what you can and move on. i know how you're feeling man...for me the worst bit apart from loosing my lover, my best friend, my confidant, my protector, my son, my support...is loosing the dreams I had with them...man i just got my first rod...becuase my girl gave me the eccouragement and support to go for it. the smile on my boys face when we first drove it...nothing compares...and now thats gone.

so i feel for you...i dont knwo if that counts for anything, but i really do. feel free to keep in touch via email (belle_xxx@hotmail.com). sometimes its just nice to know your not the only one...

keep safe...

Danny P

[Farmer]

Daemon....It will work out man, if you love her, do what you need to do to get her back. hotrods are great and all that, but they lose their luster if it means you have to give up the most important thing in your life for them. Go back and look for my post title "o/t...don't let this happen to you" I'm in the same boat, only I'm married with a 2 yr. old. hang in there man.
John

[Mike Landwehr]

I know your pain dog ,Kinda takes the your all away .go take care of yourself , remember the best way to get over it is to go get spanked by another- http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif unless, of couse you wanna get her back,Then ya got some hoops to jump through, C U when ya get back.

[steve b]

hey psycho, my wife of 8 years left me 6 weeks ago.i have four kids ,im 30 years old, i know how your feeling.
im all fugged up too, i have pills from the doctor,living at my mothers, cant even look at the cars.
i havent posted here since she went, but had to reply to this.people keep telling me it gets better, and it WILL ease with time.im not so sure myself just yet.
anyway,hang in there, your not alone.
all the best
steve

[briggs&strattonChev]

really sorry to hear this, your good people

good luck man

[Deyomatic]

The last "girlfriend" I had ran off with a mutual friend of ours and didn't even have the balls to tell me for a month. I found out while I was stopping in to see if he was working and a coworker of his, not knowing of my relationship with the girl, went on and on about this kid's "HOT girlfriend." I started putting it all together at that point. Bitch was my "best friend" for 2 years and she didn't have the balls to tell me.
Women. Fuck 'em. All they want is money and pretty boys.
Good luck, my friend. If it doesn't work out with her, think of the day that you'll wake up and not care anymore.
Good luck, my friend.

[oddrod]

dump the bitch! just kidding, i am in the process of eliminating unnecessary problems, i mean projects to clear out our side lot so i can build a yard for our daughter to play in(2 years old). i have seen a few guys hit the wall and i'm puttin on the brakes before i get to that turn. you are wise to choose your family, the cars will always be out there and once you've cleared out the garage you can sneak in little parts that don't get noticed as much. best of luck to you and your family, stevo

[av8]

You'll find some direction and maybe some answers in this post you just made if you re-read it and really think about what you wrote. You sound like a stand-up person with little to apologise for, and should acknowledge and celebrate that about yourself. The person you should love, respect, and value the most is yourself. It's tough to do all this, but it's all that you can really do something about, the only "relationship" you can control -- the one you have with yourself.

If you get right it with yourself, you have a very good chance of getting it right with others.

[Rooster]

Dude, evrything changes. If you think for sure that she's the "One": fight to get her back. Yeah kids will change your whole perspective and I know from experience that my oldest (now with Me)saved my life on more than one occasion. But don't let yourself get too down. You got alotta freinds here. Even if we don't always stop and say "HI" on a particular post, you got freinds here. Many of us surely know and remember with great clarity the most recent time of great dissappointment in our lives that we blame ourselves for or blame the woman or the eventuality of the situation we were in with her. Life may be finite but it's the long and strange path it winds through that makes it interesting, even when painful. Things tend to work out as they should. You can't make someone else be agreeable forever any more than you can guarantee that you yourself will remain the same person over time, though you may view it that way. Do what you gotta do man, but don't discount that you've got freinds here too. And we're not the sort that come over drunk at 4am rappin the pipes, bangin on your door and pissin of yer lady!!!! http://www.jalopyjournal.com/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif Hang in there...

[SlowLearner]

What av8 and Rooster said.... And there WILL be better times ahead! (Yeah, I've been there too...). When it happens, you don't know why,.... how it could happen... and you think you won't make it. But you've got to...for yourself and your daughter. And the joy DOES come back.

Sounds like you've got some friends close (and the HAMB, when/if it feels right)...and some work to do. I found real HARD work, and lots of it, was the best thing. Somehow it fills the void a little, and gives you back some inner sense of self (while you're not looking).
Anyway, hug your daughter...and keep connecting! Keith

[Mart]

Daemon, I can never think what to say, but there's lots of folk out here sending good thoughts your way.
SteveB, Your news is a shock too, bigger for me as I know you personally. Again I dont know what to say but I feel for you.
Mart.